And Now We Know…

It is interesting to me to compare preparing for the different surgeries.  Preparing for surgery #1 was filled with fear and uncertainty.  We didn’t know where to start, and our plan was filled with a lot of question marks. Preparing now for surgery #3 (tomorrow morning) still contains question marks, because we know that when […]

Beauty from Ashes

🎶There was a time…then it all went wrong🎶 “I Dreamed A Dream” from Les Miserables. Growing up hanging around pyromaniacs fostered in me a love for fire.  Fire can be a fierce destroyer, I know, but such terrifying beauty still fascinates me. Recently, the phrase “beauty from ashes” has caught my fascination as well.Ashes are […]

Giving the Pain a Purpose

  Since Tuesday, when I release my most recent blog, several people have told me that I am strong.  When I am told this, my mouth says, “Thank you.”  My internal dialog says, “Good job faking it.”  I know that I serve the strong and powerful God, but I sure don’t feel strong.  I know […]

MRI Update :(

On Sunday, I posted a blog praising Jesus for His peace that passes all understanding. Paul wrote in Philippians 4:4-7: Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice. 5 Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; 6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer […]

The Reality of My Situation

I (Kendra) had another follow-up doctor’s appointment this week.  We are praising God the MRI showed that my brain is still stable.  My doctor will never say that there was no change (because no two pictures will look exactly the same), but there was no significant change. Even with that good news, I still left […]

Seizure free since November 29, 2013

  Two years ago, I struggled falling asleep. When I slowed down enough to try to sleep, my imagination would take control. Two years ago, I was having seizures. My doctors wanted to do another surgery. I was afraid that I was not going to be healthy enough to raise my newborn.   Now two […]

MRI and moving update

Fear is all around me. I feel like I can’t handle all of the stress around me.   This week I had another MRI.  I praise God because the scan did not show any growth.  MRI process reminds me how easily I could be weak and incapable.  I am grateful for what God did while […]

The impossible

Sometimes people expect the impossible.  King Nebuchadnezzar did. King Nebuchadnezzar had a dream. He knew that it contained an important message. He really wanted to know what it meant, but he was concerned that those around him would lie about the meaning of the dream. The only way he knew how to get the meaning […]

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