As a part of my Bible college education, I had to write lesson plans. In one class, it was required to write a lesson nearly every week, and evaluate other classmates’ lessons. One of the lessons I wrote was on the Fruit of Spirit: Galatians 5:22-23 (ESV) 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, […]
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Where are you? by Kendra
Week after week, I look around our sanctuary, and I don’t see people that I love. Some of them are going to miss a week here or there because of work or other commitments. Others, I have no idea why they are not there. Often when I see them, I encourage them to come back. […]
The God Who Heals
I serve the God who heals. And after almost five years of dealing with a terminal disease (my brain tumor), I say that now with more confidence than ever. Six years ago, I was enjoying my comfortable life — my dream life. I was married, serving in ministry, and very hopeful about my future. But […]
My Reward won’t be Heaven
It is that time of the year for Judgement Houses. Churches or other groups come together to create a walk-through gospel presentation that is intended to compete with a haunted house. Although different groups use a different script, every Judgement House that I have seen follows the same flow. First, characters are introduced. A tragedy […]
In Remembrance of September 11, 2001
September 11, 2001 reminds me how fear changes the way I respond. I was 16 and alone. It was the first time my parents left for a trip (they went to Aruba), and I was the only one at home. It was a Tuesday. Many of my friends were at school, but because I went […]
And Now We Know…
It is interesting to me to compare preparing for the different surgeries. Preparing for surgery #1 was filled with fear and uncertainty. We didn’t know where to start, and our plan was filled with a lot of question marks. Preparing now for surgery #3 (tomorrow morning) still contains question marks, because we know that when […]
In the Face of Fear
This week my daughter invited me to play with playdough together. I created a clock out of playdough, all the while fearing that I may not be able to do that in two weeks, and I was praying that someday, I will be able to create a clock with playdough again. I know that surgery […]
Washing the Fear Away
When I was in high school, a friend of mine knocked on my door in the middle of the night. Their house was on fire, and they needed our help. We tried to help them. But in all honesty, there wasn’t much that we could do. So I spent the next few hours just watching […]
Oceans of Fear
“The only thing stronger than fear is hope.” Could have fooled me. Have you been there? Your to-do list looks more like a short story. At least, what you’ve managed to remember to put on paper, which doesn’t account for the 3 million things that cross your mind daily with a dash of “Oh yeah, […]
The Reality of My Situation
I (Kendra) had another follow-up doctor’s appointment this week. We are praising God the MRI showed that my brain is still stable. My doctor will never say that there was no change (because no two pictures will look exactly the same), but there was no significant change. Even with that good news, I still left […]